APRIL..LLL

1st april 2011

*phew

sekejap je dah bulan april

time goes so-fast la

now i,m just siting on the chair and let the time past by

so many sweet memories to be remembered

ok,forget about the past

imaging pula apa yg akan jadi in future

maybe 20 years later

i'm just sitting in front of tv watching how i meet your mother again and again

drinking anlene and a slice of red velvet cheese cake rich in milk to prevent osteoporosis

and having such a 'boring' life

ok stop,i'm not too old okay

20 years later maybe i'm already get the doctor title

having my own clinic

driving an expensive car

live in a big house with my family

mak and opah insyaallah

to watching me grow bigger everyday

and to give me the strength to move on with my life

opah,i'm still remember your words

watching me on the altar *pelamin*

*i'm still holding your words

suddenly this conversation between farid and opah pop up in my mind

opah:nanti birthday farid opah bagi duit ye

farid:birthday ayid lmbat lagi bulan sembilan.ntah ada ke tak?

opah:kenapa kamu nk pegi mana?

farid:takla opah, ada ke pun lagi time tu.

opah:ahhh,lupa opah dah tua.

*bite nails

everyone getting older

including me for sure

no more comics

no more colouring books

no more lollipop everyday

you're matured now

i still remember when i was young

every morning my parents went to work and left me to the neighbor's house

so, abah woke up so early to rush to ipoh.

before he left,dia akan dukung saya sampai ke rumah jiran because i pretend that i still sleeping at that moment.

i still can smell his leather jacket that he wore everyday

haha.

*sigh

i miss that moment

i hope my life never change at all